.I think its beautiful,the spaces in between the words,the letters that filled the spaces,the lines that create the letters,the absence that it had to fill.
ObessionYou said I'll be right back,So I waited.Those seconds dragged on and I couldn't take it,the more I was alone,the more I missed you.Those 3 minutes felt like an infinity,I think I'm addicted and I haven't had enough yet.
How we spent our last secondsThere we sat,on the edge of the world.Holding hands,and talking of tomorrow,and counting constellations.[One kiss for every star in the night sky]With the cool feeling of the breeze,hugging our body as we embraced each other.The world is ending,but that doesn't matter.Lets talk about stars,and how we're one of them.So small,so far away.Insignificant to others,but important to ourselves.Lets sit here,and enjoy the burning sky.Exploding in ecstasy,and taking it last leap of faith.
Painting with star clusters would be niceWe sat on a wooden swing in front your houseSpeechless,swinging,and sneaking peaks at one another. This was our special placewhere the sunset just right,and your face shined a misty blue.I wish I had the power to reach outand take star clusters,and paint your lips up theremaybe then you could see I saw them glow.Like that star on the left that barely shines,so beautiful,but never spoken of.
Like its always beenIn a box marked "What if"I packed up all of these feelings,and placed it on the shelf full of secrets we shared.I'm locking it up,but you have a spare.Maybe when we're older we can open it again.
Nostalgia bluesFor one last time lets try it again,Lets talk of birds and bees,Rekindling our youth with cupped hands,Lets kick off our shoes and dreams like we use to,I'll be your ninja,You'll be my princess.
We're all just memoriesHe spoke of his relationship like ghost stories,with his cupped hands left empty,and the smell of her shampoo on his chest.He said,When we're older lets try again maybe?Leaping into the sea with ourcutoff jeans, and scraped up kneesscreaming of memories.Tears poured down as he spoke,and he told how he gave her his everything.He's empty now like his cold hands,crying out to be embraced with another.
always second.It was on a monday morningWhere you apologized,Sorry I can't do this anymore,I want to keep this but it'll be over one day.I'm sorry,I can't help it,I'm thinking of what if's and he is too.It was on a monday morningWhere I gave you everything,You took it and told me sorry,You can't do this anymore.You'll stay but only for a while,And you asked "am I ok with that?"It was on a monday nightWhere I tried to fill the emptiness,And all you could say is I'm sorry,I can't help it,I'm thinking of what if's and he is too.Tuesday came,And you left saying "I guess this is it."
x.i want your ghostto haunt me,every memory of you.let them flood meand drag me down;drown me in yourname.fill my lungs,i'll take the painat least you gave mesomething.
LoveWhat does love mean to you?Love is a bond that doesn't break,No matter the stress,Or whatever the stakes.It's a bond of trust and love,Where care is easily found,And on that day where hearts meet,Together you are bound.Days, months, years later,On that altar fine,Those few words that you will never forget are said,"You may kiss the bride."A life of love,And a love of life,Together you'll stand,And together you'll get through all of life's strife.No matter what happens,No matter what life does,You'll be together,Just like two doves.
I Loved A GirlI loved a girl – she smelled like August melancholy,sweeter still,she carried the scent of festival emotions,tempered by the midnight flamesand fireflies' glow.I loved a girl – her hair, the gentle hue of embers,reflected dancing candlelight,while in her eyes, as brown as mahogany,I discovered tiny galaxies,but most importantly – I saw my smile.I loved a girl – I sensed her heartbeat,playing to the rhythm of my breath.Her every word,imprinted tender cherry blossoms,onto my soul.I loved a girl – her lips tasted like morning aircool against my heavy forehead,her skin, softer than satin threads,played games with the waning moonbeams -its gravity, I could not resist, like the Sun,cannot escape the zenith, on Summer solstice.I loved a girl – she made me happy,and sadly - I love her still.
he loves me not.and i sat amidsta garden,but no matter how many petalsi plucked,you still did not loveme.
Gone AwayI saw you today for the first time in weeksand I was lost.I stared at you as intently as I did the first time I saw you seven months ago like I did when you were my life when you consumed every waking thought I hadand I was searching searching searchingfor a trace of that boy I loved.My throat was thick with impending tears because that was the first time I realized I had really lost you that you were never mine and you will never be and all those dizzying daydreams were just daydreams and that's how they would stay and right then I felt a dull ache in my chest.I was looking for a trace of that boy I loved and my eyes stung with remnants of those tea
Words of WisdomWatch out what you say,be careful with your words.Some things are better left unsaid,and many more unheard.
DieBad child,Ungrateful child,Stupid child,Heartless child,Fat child,Spineless child,Talentless child,Horrid child,Useless child,I hate you child,Just die child, dieI'm sorry mommyI'm a horrible child mommyI only wanted you to be proud mommyI love you mommyI'll die mommyRetarded sister,Silly sister,Annoying sister,Hideous sister,Horrible sister,Cruel sister,Lazy sister,Ugly sister,Worthless sister,Monster sister,I hate you sister,Die sisterI'm sorryI know I'm a terrible sisterI only wanted you to care about me,I love youI'll die
Wishesi wishi could sit with youin the morningsand you would playstairway to heavenon your guitarand i would hum alongi wishthat we sat together in biologyi wouldn't have to look halfway across the roomto look at youi wishi could tell youthat white t-shirtslook really good on youand you would smileand say thanksi wishi could muster upthe courage to talk to youand you would talk backand wouldn't think of meas the weird freshman girli wishwishes came true
love IS deathI feel the whispers course my veins like electric scribbles of lighteningMy fingertips shiver, I see your lips move but hear nothingIt is only gravity pulling at my soles, not hands gripping for my lifeEvery muscle in me begs for you to hold me too tightBreath in lies and scream "AGAIN!"Love lies, love dies, murder bargain
Attention WhoreThey say she's the prettiest girl they've ever seenbut that's only because she purses her lips and sticks out her chestand sits on their laps and whispers sweet nothings in their earsThey say she's the friendliest girl they've ever knownbut that's only because she touches their faces and squeezes their armsbecause she knows that's what all the boys loveThey say she's just the cutest girl they've ever seenbut that's only because she opens up her eyes with childlike stupidityand smiles with saccharine sweetness and begs you to help herbecause she doesn't know any betterThey say she's the most ambitious girl they've ever knownand that she'll do anything to get her name in lightsbut that's only because attention is the most addictive drugand she's jonesing for a fixTwenty years from today they'll see her and sayWhat happened to that darling girl we knew?Because by then all she'll be is a pale, used up shell of anattention whore.
problemsand yet anotherProblems.You are having problemsproblems with loveI want to comfortcomfort youI want to hold youin my armstell you it will bebe okayI want to see yousmilethat wonderful smilethat I love so muchI want to feel those handsthe ones that I havelonged tofeel foreverI want to tell you thatI love you andwill alwaysALWAYS be here for youI want you to say thatyou will be okayI want you to beokayI want to feelfeel your heartbeating against mineI want to see those eyesI want to tell youthat I am sorrysorry that we couldn'tbe togetherI want to tellthat I want to be withyou for the rest of mylife with no regretsI want to feel your lipsslowly touching mineI want to hear thewords from youI want to sayI have missed youso muchI want to be happyI want you to be happyIf I cannot be happywithout youthen at least you can be happy for meif you need to bebe with someone elseI will let you dothatif you no longerlove meI will stilllove you
At The End Of TimeOur world is one of a monotonous taste,Our words are those of blasphemous disgrace,Our intentions were nothing but true,Our death at last is nothing but blue.There is no longer a me and you,There is no longer two by two's,There is no longer a breath to last,There is nothing, but a final gasp.Death, death, death and destruction,Death and all its abominations,Death has finally come to pass,Death has shown his face at last.There is no tunnel,Or pillar of light,A rolling grey,A silent blackness.There is no emotion,In this space,Only the motion,Endless embrace.Let death kiss your cheek,Let it brush off the bones of the meek,You can hear its horrible breath,A moaning siren of disgust and distress.You feel the bones clambering your skin,You know that you are forever trapped within,This nightmare that begins at night,And begins to end,At the end of time.
the hammer and the nailtrust is like the relationshipbetween the hammer and the nail:sometimes fingers get in the way
And Yess I Like YouI didn't think you'd respond if I'm being totally honestBut you didI smile at every wordI cannot comprehendI sit and I stareThinking it'll just clickBut as much as I stare,And giggle and laugh,I cannot graspI smile at every thoughtAnd when I close my eyesI imagine that you say it to my faceAnd I lean in and kiss youKiss you kiss you kiss youAnd I put my hands against the warmth of your bodyI melt into youYess I like youI like you like you like you <3
you were thereYou were thereyou were there for mewhen I needed a friendyou were therewhen I couldn't sleepyou were there for mewhen I needed to feel lovedyou were therewhen I shed tearsyou were there for mewhen no one else wasyou were therewhen I had to chooseyou were there for mein hard timesyou were therewhen I needed a laughyou were there for meat all timesyou were therewhen I needed you the mostnow I say you were thereyou were thereinstead of you are herebecause you are goneno longer there for mewhen I need your love.
YesterdayI sometimes reminisce about yesterday,It was raining while our lips departed,Simultaneously your eyes whispered,Those kisses have meaning.I miss you.I’m sorry you replied.It’s not your fault.We'll always have yesterday.